Being Depressed

Every day, I was just going through the motions. Doing what I had to do for my kids and that was about it. I was constantly tired, grumpy, on-edge, unhappy and really quite horrible to be around. I yelled at my kids most of the day because they would not leave me alone and I just wanted to hide under a rock and never come out again. I was in HUGE inner turmoil and really unable to see any light at the end of the tunnel, but I perservered, as difficult as it was. I didnt have a choice, I had 2 children who needed me more than I needed myself and I guess I just gave in to this and just went through the motions of caring for my children and not much else.